Saturday, June 4, 2011

For My Rebecca: Day 25

I sat at a our spot yesterday, I thought to myself, "What will my life amount to, what kind of difference will I make in the world? Who will I effect? Why am I here? How will I glorify God?" Id like to know your answers to the questions I asked myself.
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  1. This is so ironic you posted this yesterday.

    Up until yesterday, I would have felt really confident in answering these questions. I had life pretty much planned out.

    But yesterday, people kept telling me why my ideas wouldn't work. And in the spirit of logic, I am forced to re-think my ideals.

    But the truth of the matter is, even before yesterday, I didn't have all of the answers to these questions. I was, however, confident that they would be answered in due time and according to God's will.

    I know for a fact that I want to make a difference in the world, and I know it will affect people. I know that I am here for a reason, and that I can do great things because I can accept particular, God's challenge to be all that we can be. I know that I will glorify God. When I have the motivation and 100% drive, I've always been able to achieve any goal I've set for myself and do something pretty awesome. I've just got to win the struggle to keep that motivation there.

    But although I know the answers to these questions, I don't know the exact means to go about fulfilling these answers. This has bothered me for a while. I've been worried that I'll continue on in life and never really accomplishing much becuase I can't make up my mind.

    What I'm realizing, though, is it's not really aobut my plan for my life. And the past couple of weeks I've had this weird inner in, I know that God is going to lead me in the right direction, even if I don't have all the answers right-now-this-second...much as I would like that.

    So there's your answer: I don't know. But I'm sure God does. And if you really want to know the answers, I guess you'll just have to watch my journey unfold.