Saturday, June 4, 2011

For My Rebecca: Day 25

I sat at a our spot yesterday, I thought to myself, "What will my life amount to, what kind of difference will I make in the world? Who will I effect? Why am I here? How will I glorify God?" Id like to know your answers to the questions I asked myself.
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  1. This is so ironic you posted this yesterday.

    Up until yesterday, I would have felt really confident in answering these questions. I had life pretty much planned out.

    But yesterday, people kept telling me why my ideas wouldn't work. And in the spirit of logic, I am forced to re-think my ideals.

    But the truth of the matter is, even before yesterday, I didn't have all of the answers to these questions. I was, however, confident that they would be answered in due time and according to God's will.

    I know for a fact that I want to make a difference in the world, and I know it will affect people. I know that I am here for a reason, and that I can do great things because I can accept challenges...in particular, God's challenge to be all that we can be. I know that I will glorify God. When I have the motivation and 100% drive, I've always been able to achieve any goal I've set for myself and do something pretty awesome. I've just got to win the struggle to keep that motivation there.

    But although I know the answers to these questions, I don't know the exact means to go about fulfilling these answers. This has bothered me for a while. I've been worried that I'll continue on in life and never really accomplishing much becuase I can't make up my mind.

    What I'm realizing, though, is it's not really aobut my plan for my life. And the past couple of weeks I've had this weird inner peace....as in, I know that God is going to lead me in the right direction, even if I don't have all the answers right-now-this-second...much as I would like that.

    So there's your answer: I don't know. But I'm sure God does. And if you really want to know the answers, I guess you'll just have to watch my journey unfold.

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